The end of a year

Well this year has been full of dissappointments but also joy. Lets see I'm still looking for work. I can safely say that I am now a seasoned interviewee. Countless of missed opportunities.
I regained my eyesight back with  eye surgeries.Got stable with my diabetes. I lost my beloved friend Molly to an unknown illness. I had to put her down this past summer. Got a new cat whose very ramducious and free spirited.
Started cleaning homes to make extra spending money. This was good since before I didn't have a dime to spare.
Volunteered with some needy organizations.
Spent time with my family which is always a treat.
So all in all I think it's been a good year dispite to job situation.
I hope the coming year brings me good luck.

Good news

I had an interview this morning with At-t. The manager was really nice. The shift is Monday thru Friday from 8am to 8pm. As a customer service rep. Full benefit package after 6months. And 401k benefits after 1year. It's about 10 minutes from my house, so thats a good location. They'll be making their decision around the second week in January.
I hope I either get asked back to another interview or even get the job. They only were hiring for two positions.
It's been a long haul trying to find work. I went back to my records and I have interviewed with 48 companies since I got my eyesight back in June.
If I don't get this job, I hope that my luck will turn in the coming year. Wish me luck!!!!

Holiday cleanup

Woosh! I helped my parents most of the day to put away all of their Christmas decorations. I've never seen so much stuff. They fed me breakfast and lunch. Hot tomatoe soup, yum yum.
Well all of the delightful snow is all gone. It was so nice to have a white Christmas. There were a dozen or so snowmen around my parents neighborhood that were still standing.
As part of my Christmas my dad took me down to this store called the Trak store and bought me a decsent pair of tennis shoes. I could have bought 10 pairs of shoes at Walmart for what these cost. I was flaborgasted at the cost. Hopefully these will last for a couple of years.
I enjoy so much spending time with my dad. I don't get to see him often. He is on vacation this week.
I did swing by this morning to see a friend of mine at work. That was a treat. On Thursday I'll get to spend time with another friend who is also on vacation.
Well thats my news for the day. Talk later.

Christmas cheer

Boy, yesterday was so much fun. Santa came and we all got nice things. We had a wonderful dinner and then watched a funny movie afterwards. I ended up spending the night. This morning when I woke up all the roads,houses and land was covered in snow. The weather men said that this was the first recorded snow fall for the Birmingham area on Christmas day.
My nephew had a fun time last night building a snowman. I got back home about 11am. My dad was so sweet to follow me all the way home. The roads were in pretty good shape by then, but there was still some areas that were icey.
It was so nice to spend quality time with my parents, sister, brother and nephews. My neice was unable to come because she had gotten sick.
The was the first time I left my cat overnight. She was so glad to see me this morning that she jumped in my arms and stayed there for at least 10 minutes. There a few ornaments on the floor, but all in all the house was fine.
I have such a wonderful family and love all of them very much.

Christmas Day

Well today is Christmas. Kids in the neighborhood woke me up this morning with their playing outside. We're having Christmas at my parents house today. We haven't done that in several years. I'm glad because it feels more like the holidays opening up your presents.
Yesterday I saw about ten trees that had not been chosen this year. It's sad because these trees will never be Christmas trees. I wonder what they do with these trees.
It's funny but I have a small sense of excitment today. I feel like a little girl again.
It's so nice to see everyone in the family. Getting to spend time with my step neice and nephew. Their so grown up now.
I found three more ornaments on the floor this morning. My cat loves to climb the tree.
Well happy holidays!!!!

Two days til Christmas

Most everyone is suffering from a hectic shopping adventure. People are hustling and bustling around. Everywhere you go, the parking is full, there are long lines and kids are crying. Stores are opened 24hrs. a day and the grocery stores are packed full of people purchasing that last minute goody.
The animal shelter that I volunteer for got a Christmas miracle. A few companies in town raised enough money to care and feed all the animals for months to come. People are donating their time and money to various charities. Everyone seems to have a active response to good will.
But you know with everything going on, the sense of Christmas is more about gifts, dinners and parties.
Being with the people that love you is Christmas. Celebrating the birth of Christ is Christmas.
After all, where would we  be if Christ did not die for our sins.

Christmas memories

You know, it's feels so magical when you have your tree lit up with all of your presents under it. Sometimes I feel like a little girl again. I remember racing downstairs with my sister and brother to see if santa came. And also leaving milk and cookies out for santa.
I think my favorite Christmas memory is when we all got bikes. Of course my brother and I being the youngest had training wheels. But I can remember riding our new bikes all day that day. Oh, the age of innocense is wonderful.
Not having children of my own, I remember my nephew all excited at the sight of all of presents under the tree. It's so fun when their little. You know, I could have sworn that I heard something on the roof one Christmas eve. I can recall telling my dad that one morning. He said that it might have been santa and gave me a hug.

Holidays

Holidays are so great. I have heard from so many friends that I don't speak to often. I think I'll be able to my friends from Jasper again this week. Also I'm seeing a friend tomorrow that I haven't seen in a year. I wish I could see these friends more often.
But you know how busy day to day life is. We all get caught up in our jobs and family matters. It's good to be able to kick back and enjoy the time together.
There's been so many Christmas shows on that I have adored all my life. Theres been Miracle on 34th. street, Scroog, It's a wonderful life and the grinch. I grew up with these movies. I wish the networks would show these year round.
Of course my favorite Christmas songs would be sung by Bing Crosby. It's been nice that magic 96 has played old Christmas songs this whole month.
Also, people seem to be nicer this time of year. Everyone that I have spoken to such as salesmen, car repairmen, etc. have all been nice.
I quess theres Christmas cheer in most people.

Christmas money

Both of the women that I clean their houses gave me a Christmas bonus today. I got $50.00 from one and the other I got $70.00. Both of these women are elderly and on a fixed income so I know what this meant to them. If I hadn't had these jobs then I wouldn't have been able to give my family presents this year.
I just heard from a friend that I used to work with and she told me that UAB has just laid off about 100 people in the past month. She said she would have lost her job too if the department didn't have funds left over from grant money this year.
So, I quess the economy is still struggling despite what the news says. I know it's super tight in finding a job that I could support myself from. I'm thinking if I can't find a high paying full time job, I'm probably going to have to settle for two or three part time jobs. The only problem with this is that I won't have health insurance.
I'm still having a hard time finding a company that would give me health insurance.
All I can do is think positive.

Oh boy!

Yesterday was a busy day. I was volunteering at the Salvation Army all day. They actually had alot of people there. Their distribution center was filled with warm clothing, toys and food. I helped package up all the items for delivery. They also help the Jimmie Hale Mission and Jessies Place.
I saw on the news this morning that Brunos in Hoover and Tuscaloosa has a truck full of those donated bags that people have bought to feed families. I'm so glad that people are able to donate this year. I know last year these charities had a hard time with any donations. I think it's pretty reasonable to donate $5.00. Most people can do that amount.
Since the job front has been slow this week, I have volunteered about twenty hours this week. It's been hard work but I feel good about it. It always feel good to do for others.

Charities

You know is always good to remember the less fortunate during the holidays. The Salvation Army is a good place to volunteer your time or money. SinceI'm on a fixed income, I'm volunteering my time tomorrow at their distribution center downtown. They have gotten so many toys, food and cash donations they need help in packaging up these items to deliver.
Another place where you can help is at Bruno's in Hoover. They have a $5.00 donation to give to families for one dinner. All you do is purchase a paper bag for $5.00 and this will feed one family one meal.
The YMCA of Birmingham also has a food drive. Of course each year Fox6 news has a toy drive. I don't know the number, but I'm sure you can look in the phonebook and find out where to drop off the toys.
It feels so good to give back. And it also will give a little joy to someone else.

Blizzard cold

Boy, it has been soooo cold these past couple of days. All of the outside animals at the park are now in their warm stalls. We've had alot of volunteers bring in wild finches that have been knocked out of their nests due to ice. There's actually a fawn at the shelter who is sleeping in the building now due to limited room. It's so nice to be able to help these stranded animals. Their so helpless.
My car is now running good after all of that work that was done to it yesterday. Hopefully I won't have to put anymore money into for awhile. But you know it always happens when you least aspect it to.
I sent out all of my Christmas cards today. Last year I was really late in doing that.
It's so funny how everyone seems to be in a rush now. Maybe it's the holidays or maybe it's just rude drivers on the road. I was almost run off the road today because someone got inpatient in traffic.
Well it's time to feed the kitty. Talk later.

Car Maintenance

The engine light had being on for about 2 months. I ignored it because my car was running fine. This morning when I was leaving to volunteer, my car started sputtering, then it wouldn't start. I waited a few minutes, then it started. I thought, I better swing by Tamaran Honda to see whats up. Well needless to say, I had to leave it there all day.
I had to replace both oxygen sensors that has something to do with the fuel line. And then I had to get the fuel injection flushed because it was clogged up. Then I had to get a new air filter, change the oil, get a new battery because it was low and get a 30,000 mile maintenance. This added up to $751.00 including labor.
Lesson learned. I will not ignore that engine light again.
You never know how much you rely on your car until you don't have it. Luckily Tamaran Honda has a FREE shuttle service to take you home and pick you back up. I would have never found someone to help me today. All my friends work. At least the shuttle didn't cost me anything.

You can't win for trying

You know, yesterday I helped an elderly lady out and last night her son knocked on my door fussing at me for taking her to the bank. No thank you, no nothing. He told me that I was butting in and involving myself in family matters. He went on to tell me that his sister and him were keeping a close eye on his mother with her money.
I simply told him that she called me for help and thats what I did. Anything else he wanted to tell me should be between him and his mother.
I couldn't believe that happened. I swear you try to do something nice for someone and their family fusses at you. I told my other neighbor about this and she had experienced the same thing. She tried to help her also and her son had a few words for her also.
So, I'll know next time.....

Old People

Well, today I helped an elderly person. One of my neighbors is in her late 80's and she needed to go to the bank. She doesn't walk well and she is hunched over using a cane. She was so pitiful. So, I got her to the car [ which took about 20 mins. ] and off we went. She couldn't remember which bank she used, so after driving around for a bit she recognized where it was.
It was an ordeal getting her out of the car to the building. We finally made it in and she said she forgot to bring her checks that needed cashing. So instead of loading her back in the car and wearing her out, I got her key and left to her house.
I found the checks. When I got back to the bank, she was asleep in one of the chairs. I stood there for a couple of minutes patting her arm when she finally woke up. We got her business done and headed back to the car. When I got her home,she was so grateful and thanked me several times.
Even though it took a long time to walk her to and there holding her hand all the way, I knew that it meant alot to her. I felt good in knowing that I helped her today.

Visit Recap

It was so wonderful seeing my friend and her husband yesterday. We figured it out that it had been since 2008 since we had seen each other. They haven't changed a bit. Their both very humble and good people. They live a simple life, but charish each moment they have with each other. Even though my friend has been severily ill, she has maintained a positive attitude.
After lunch, they drove with me to see my condo. It ws so nice to have them home with me. I gave them all of the presents that I had been collecting over the years and their faces just lit up. I can;t wait until I go see them in Jasper. This was the best Christmas present for me this year. We talked for hours of old times and memories throughout the years. We also got pictures to remember today. It's so special to see old friends that you never get to see. I just hope she will have more better days like she had yesterday.
I love them both very much.

A long awaited visit

I am so excited. I'm going to be meeting my friend and her husband today. I blogged about her two days ago. She's not able to leave home very often due to her health, but today she's in town on a doctors visit. I haven't seen them in over two years.
We're meeting for lunch. I'm finally going to able to give them all of the Christmas presents I have been collecting over the years. I think she'll have to wear a surgical mask today, but at least she's getting out.
It's a perfect time with the holidays because it's so festive everywhere.
I hope she has a good time, I know I will.

Is this it?

You know it's funny. I had a dream last night about a guy that I broke up with 15/yrs. ago. He was actually my first love. We dated 5 1/2 yrs. I heard he had gotten married to a girl that he worked with, who actually was the one he dated after me.
Whats funny about all of this is I never thought my life would turn out like it has. In my close set of friends at that time, I was the one that was going to be married first and have kids. Now all of the girls I hung out with are all married with kids. We don't see each other anymore, but I remember how close we were. I would have never thought that at age 45 I would still be single. Not to mention having diabetes. Just think I'm unemployed, single, living alone with my cat.
I thought 15/yrs. ago my life would have been different.
Maybe it just means that "the magic" just hasn't happened yet. Maybe it means that "my time" is just around the corner. Or maybe I have a special purpose in my life. Who knows.
I quess time will only tell.

Best friends

I heard from my best friend today. She lives in Jasper with her husband. It doesn't matter how long it's been between the time that I speak with her, we can always pick up like it's been no time at all. Man, she's really a survivor. She has been dealing with this rare kidney desease that has completely taken over her life. She has numerous doctors visits and she has to dialize 6 x a day. She had to quit her job a fews years ago. She also had to quit school. At the time she was getting her PhD.
 We've kept in touch by writing long letters and calling. Due to her health, I haven't gone up to see her. She's sort of been quarenteened in her house because of germs. She is able to go out here and there with her husband, but not often.
Even though she has been battling for her life, she seems to keep a positive attitude towards life. She's always telling me that I need to live each day to it's fullest. Don't shut anything off and always look towards the future. It's hard to imagine having her situation and being able to look at the brighter side of things. Even after finding out that she wouldn't survive a kidney transplant. I believe her doctors told her that she had only a 30% chance of surviving surgery. After a few ups and downs, she has been able to accept the way her life is.
She has a wonderful, supportive husband, family and friends. Now she does her dialyzing then concentrates on her crafts, her animals and writing. She's always thinking of others. She loves makes quilts for baby gifts, baking cakes for festivals in town and making aprons for her friends.
When I think of my problems, they seem so dismal compared to my friend's. She's such an nspiration to me. She gives so much of herself to others. It's easy now to appreciate each day as a gift.

What to do

Boy, today has been a busy day. I cleaned two homes today, cleaned my house and cooked a late lunch for my neighbor and her daughter. I think I may be the only person not watching the SEC game. I think Auburn is a good team, but I don't know about South Carolina. I think thats who Auburn is playing.
My whole family is into football. Well except for my mother.  I'm usually up on who's playing who.
Hey, if you have a cat who is interested in climbing  inside the Christmas tree like mine,  there's a trick that keeps them from doing this.  Wad up a paper towel, then spray it with bug spray and stick it in the tree. Stick it closer to the last branches of the tree. I tried this last night and it worked.
I didn't know if my cat would be interested in the tree or not, so when it was all decorated she got interested.
I also didn't put ornaments closer down to the floor.
Butter is actually fast asleep under a blanket sleeping on  a full belly of food. I think I'll climb into bed with her where it's warm...

Crowds

I went to lunch with a friend today after I volunteered. You can tell that businesses are all busy now with holiday shoppers. The restaurant was packed full. When we went to Hobby Lobby to catch their 50% off sale, you couldn't even walk in there without bumping into people. I got a few Christmas nicknacks and a small 1ft. tree for my bedroom. I only spent $9.00.
The traffic was like 5.00pm traffic everywhere you went. There were also long lines with people waiting. Some of these people had frowns on their faces because it was taking so long. But besides that, most others were nice and polite. It seemed like people were all shopping in unisome.
Even Walmart, where I buy my groceries was crowded. There was a steady stream of people walking in and out these stores. I bet the employees were working on overdrive stocking the shelfs. And you know, it's only gonna get worst closer to Christmas.
I sure am glad that I got my shopping done early this holiday. No hustle and bustle for me.

Decorating

Boy all day today I have been Christmas decorating. I assembled my 7 foot tree and my 3 foot tree. I put my 7ft. in the living room and my 3ft. in the dining room. I put ornaments on both of the trees and placed decorations around the rooms. I even hung ornaments from a lamp.It looks pretty nice.
Yesterday I spent the entire day surfing online at Monster.com. I went to clerical, administrative and professional job openings. I looked at a total of 247 advertisements. Wew, it took me from 9:30am to 8:45pm to do that. Alot of those openings were out of Birmingham. I'm not looking to relocate. But I could drive up to 30 min.-1hour away if I needed to. Preferrably under an hour.
I haven't had any bites locally since before Thanksgiving. I think things are slowing down due to the holidays.
But I'm still lookin'.

It's been a few days

It's been a few days since I blogged. I missed doing this since I usually blog everyday. I have been volunteering non-stop. There's been alot of people on vacation so I've had to pull some extra hours. Now, I've got to get busy online in the job search. I did get a message yesterday from my old co-worker telling me that our old prgram director is just about finished writing a new grant. Since she did put in my name for hire, I curious if I will hear from him.
We had an awful storm psss through my neighborhood early this morning. I was up around 5:00am, turned on the news and there were numerous tornado warnings posted. The wind actually blew my chime off the wall on my patio. But it subsided by 10:00am. I remember how bad it would be trying to drive to work in a storm and I was thankful that this morning I didn't have to do that.
Well, that my news for the day. Talk later.

Relaxation

Since I Usually volunteer and clean homes on the weekend, I don't have a chance to relax. But since I wsn't scheduled this wekend or had to clean this weekend I have devoted my day to lay around the house. I did need to run errands, but sleep called me instead. You said sleep? I've had trouble again sleeping this past week. Getting about three hours a night. So, it caught up with me today.
I did watch a few movies. Of course, the oldies which I love. I especially like westerns too. I didn't think I'd like westerns, but there are a few that I do. Especially one movie in particular. It's called  McClintock. It has John Wayne and Mareen O'hara. I like both of those actors. I would like to get some of their movies some time.
I also played alot with my kitty. Plenty of hugs and kisses. She doesn't like alot of hugging, but I do it anyway. She was pretty tramatized hiding under the bed when my family came for Thanksgiving. It took her awhile to crawl out when everyone left.
I missed the beautiful day completely today. I'm so glad the cold weather is finally here. I get more active when it's cold outside. Gotta go do my chores.

Thanksgiving Dinner

Boy, that was fun. Despite the lack of space in my condo, we had enough room. Everyone seemed to have a good time. I was fortunate to have my sister to do this dinner with me. She such a great decorator and cook. She made the majority of the food. I did make a squash casserole, with rice, roles and cranberry sauce. She made a wonderful turkey, out of the world stuffing [ my favorite] with gravy, sauted green beans, sweet potato casserole and mac and cheese. Oh and we had a yumming desser, apple and cranberry pie with ice cream.
Dad brought the wine [ a red and white ]. I used my granmothers wine glasses and dessert dishes. My sister bought some beautiful flowers which adorned every room in my place. And my white candles gave a sense of elegance also.
It was really special. After all, this was my first holiday dinner.Of course my cat was a bit tramitized. She hid under the bed the entire time. She's real shy of company in the house.
I am so thankful for a wonderful family.

2:23am

OMG.... At 2:23am I was woken up by my next door neighbors dog. Yelping and crying. They put him out on a lead and leave him there for a few hours. These people have been given warnings by the association of the condos. They have been also warned and been given fines on this problem.
1. Their not suppose to have a leed. 2. Their not suppose to leave their dog unattended.
So, I went out on my patio and talked to the man who was playing their radio out on their patio. I told him that their dog woke me up and he looked at me like I was crazy. He said he didn't know anything about that.
Well next time I will be calling the police.
It always seems to happen between the hours of 12:00am - 3:00am. They have been reported by two other residents. I know this because this was discussed at the annual HOA meeting this year. I will be calling the association myself today.
It just amazes me that people have no common sense. These people must think that no one can hear them during these hours. Or, they just don't care. You would think a couple in their sixties wouldn't be caring on like this.

Cleanin' up

Boy, all day today I have been cleaning my house. I'm getting ready for my Thankgiving dinner. I vacummed, dusted, cleaned off my kitchen counters,washed bedspread and swept my patio. It makes you feel good to have a clean house.
All of my ingrediants have been bought and my casserole dishes are ready. I watched one of those old suspenseful movies called "The Terror." It had Borus Koloff and Jack Nicholson in it. Creepy!!!! I was going to volunteer this morning but my schedule was changed to Friday. I won't be cleaning houses this weekend due to one of the ladies will have overnight company staying for a few days and the other went out of town for the holiday. So, I finally have a free weekend.
Maybe I'll go to a movie. Well, thats my news for the day. Talk later.

Things you find in your cubbard

I was looking around my kitchen cubbards and I found all of these casserole dishes, party spoons and forks.
I also found large party plates and a pressure cooker. I haven't looked in the back of this cubbard since I bought and moved into my condo four years ago..
When I looked in another cubbard I found a glass cake stand and top,muffin pans and a wok. I gave away alot of things before I moved due to the lack of space.That just goes to show you that I don't cook much. .
I can remember when I was in my twenties and thirties, I used to have all of these dinner parties testing new recepies.Partly because I was dating a guy who was very social. Things have slowed down alot. It makes me want to call up my friends and have a bash.
All of these things that I found will be handy for my first Thanksgiving dinner in a few days. I am well prepared . Just have to clean house now.

Say what?

This morning I was enjoying a hot cup of coffee when I noticed these women walking around the property. I knew who they were, Juhova witnesses. As I sat there one of the older women came up to my patio and said "good morning." I said it back to her, then she just sat down next to me. She asked me what I was doing for the day and I asked her who she was. She said "I'm a Juhova witness."
I then said that I wasn't interested in what she had to say and asked her to please leave. Usually that does the trick, but this morning it was different. She then stood up and got her scriptures out and started praying. I saw the other two witnesses make their way to where we were sitting. They all prayed in unisome. I got up to go back inside and they told me that if I stay to hear them, I was going to be "denied from God."
I appreciate all forms of religion, but this was rediculus. I told them that if they didn't leave I was going to call the police. They stood their ground and I went back inside and closed my curtains.
I heard them outside for at least another 5 minutes then they left. I called my neighbor upstairs and warned her of what happened and to not answer her door when they knock.
If it's not Juhova witnesses , it's people coming up to your door and ask for money. It happens alot since my condos are located on a busy road.
It sort of feels invasive. Oh, and then we also have the mormons that ride their bikes around too.
It would be nice to be able to go outside and not be bothered by these organizations.

Silence

I go through days when I have a touch of insomnia. I've done this for years. No matter how tired I am, I can't sleep. Well last night I took unisom for the first time. That did the trick. It worked so well, that all day today I was sleepy from it. Or maybe it was because I was catching up on my sleep from four days. I slept til 8am got up did my chores and ate, then I went back to sleep til 1:30pm. Got up, then laid back down and slept for another two hours. I'm still sleepy at 10:00pm.
It's been so silent in my house today. Even my kitty has been yawning all day. Thats funny.

Kindness

Yesterday, I had to go to the post office to send a care package to a sick friend. Well, I didn't have enough money with me and this man standing behind me in the line gave me the remainder of change that I needed. I didn't even ask him; he just came up to the counter where I was being helped and gave the postman  the $2.75 .
I thought that was so thoughtful. Even though I had witnessed two irate people this week, I decided that there are those that are generally kind. Sometimes it's hard to recognize this when the average person talks to so many people in a day. Just alittle compassion and kindness goes a long way.
One of my insecurities is that I don't have enough faith in people. Maybe it's because I get dissappointed with people. Or maybe it's because I've been burned too many times. I think it's only natural when you experience the "bad" in folks, that you sway towards hesitation.
All I can do is believe that people have more good in them than bad. And as the old saying goes, "treat others like you want to be treated."

Road rage

When I was driving in the 8:00 am hour this morning, their was this driver who was acting like he was drunk. He was weaving back and forth through traffic. All of the sudden, he stopped his car, got out and started yelling at this other driver. We were all stopped at a light at that time. He then tried to open the other cars door continuing to yell. A few men stepped out of their cars and assisted this person that was being yelled at. During this time, the light changed, but due to these drivers out of their cars it was a standstill.
Someone must have called the police, because they drove up on the curves to get to the argument. They ended up dragging this guy who was shouting off the side of the road. Everyone who had gotten out of their cars to help got back in their cars. Then we were all able to proceed along our ways.
How bizarre. That goes to show you that there are just crazy people out there. It was kind of unnerving. This happened in Hoover.
When I got to Pelham, there was another sign of rage. There apparently was an accident and the two persons involved were actually fighting on the side of the road. I didn't wait to see what happened. I got out of there as soon as I could. Boy, that was ridiculus.Nothing is worth fighting.
I think a good lesson to learn is to watch the road at all times, lock your doors and call the police before things get out of hand.
What do you think?

A Gathering

I am sooo excited. I'm having my first Thanksgiving dinner. My sister is doing it with me. She's great at entertaining and decorating. I went out today and bought a new tablecloth,glasses,candles and napkins. I saw in a magazine a table decoration. It had white candles of different sizes and these painted gold beads with fresh flowers. I'm doing everything except the gold beads. My sister is going to bring these gold plates to go under my white plates. I think it will look nice.
I'm glad my sister is doing this with me because I don't think I'd have the courage to do it myself. I've always been a spazz when it comes to entertaining. I never was comfortable with it. But this is my family, so I think it will be fun.
There's nothing like the smell of a roasted turkey,stuffing and pie. I just want to sleep after a heavy meal. Oh, what a sleep it will be. Belly's full and I'm all warm from wine. Ahhhhh...
Whats also neat about the holidays are the lights,music and cheer. There's a farm near Utah, Al. that puts up all of these Christmas lights on their property. You pay 5.00 per car and drive through all of these decorated lights. It's really cool. It's like magic. I haven't been to it in years, but I remember it being alot of fun.
I feel like a kid in a candy shop.

Open my Eyes

When I was volunteering this morning, I saw a new batch of baby squirrels being delivered to the center. They were so young they had their eyes closed and they didn't even have fur on them. The baby raccoons that were delivered last week were the same. I realized what chance did these animals have without the intervention of the dedicated staff of volunteers at the center. None. It sort of opened my eyes to the responsibilites of people to take care of creatures who can't take care of themselves.
This goes to people too. I stopped by the grocery store on the way home. There's  been this old man hanging out in the parking lot who has always looked dirty and hungry. So, I went into the store and bought some bread,water,cheese and apples. I had an old bag in my trunk and filled it with the food. Then I gave it to the old man. He thanked me and said "bless you."
I've seen this man for a couple of weeks now and wondered if anyone took the time to help him. At least he'll have something to eat for a few days.
Some of these people that are in need don't go the shelters or missions for help. When I was a case worker, I used to help these people with the basic necessities they needed. And I know that some don't seek help at these agencies because of pride. It's a good lesson to learn that you should be thankful for what you have because there are others who don't have a roof over their heads, daily food or hope. To have hope is everything.

Rainy Monday

Boy, it's been raining since last night non stop. I quess we needed it. I had a busy morning. I went to two different companies to fill out applications. One was Charter cable. Even though I did fill out an application there, I still think that most associates there are rude. In fact, I don't like to do any business with them as far as getting bundles for phone and internet. Their always short with you on the phone. But they are hiring, so I applied.
The other company was Meyers out in Pelham. Their a small lighting company. I don't really want to get into retail, but it's a job. When I got home I did brouse thru al.com but there wasn't any new advertisements. I think it's getting slow due to the upcoming holidays.
When I was coming home from Pelham, there was this idiot on the road. He was weaving back and forth in his lane, almost hitting the car next to him. Then he would speed up to the bumper of the car in front of him. These are the types of people that cause accidents. So I passed him as soon as I could, so as to stay away from him. It was bad enough driving in pouring rain.

Poor kitty

When I was walking this morning, I saw a kitty that had obviously been hit by a car. He had blood all over him and he was dragging one of his back legs. He was sitting in the grass at one point and when I walked up to him he hissed and ran away. I did try to catch up with him, but he wouldn't let me get near him.
I felt so helpless. If I was able to hold him I would have taken him to the emergency vet clinic. What do you do? I just had to stand there and watch him cross the road again and disappear in the woods.
That made me think of my own kitty and how I would hate it if she was hurt, who would be able to help her? Thank god she's an indoor cat and not wondering the streets.
I called my neighbor about this and she told me that there are some farel cats in the neighborhood that neighbors feed. So I wonder if this was one of them. It's just heart breaking to see an animal suffer like that.
With his injuries I don't think he will make it. So, hopefully he'll die quickly without further pain. All I can say is watch out for your animals especially if you live by a busy street.

Busy

I have been gone since 9:30am. I cleaned a home for someone,went to the UPS store, cleaners and walmart where I get my groceries. Then I met a friend for a late lunch, went to the mall and home.
I did get almost all of my Christmas gifts today. Caught great sales. Oh and I went to an antigue gallerie today also. I forgot about that. I think everyone I saw today who was out buying had the same idea of shopping early for the holidays to beat the crowds.
I love this time of year because most shops put there Christmas decorations out. It gets you in the mood.
There is a Christmas shop in Crestline village behind the pharmacy that has great deals. You can find almost anything Christmacy in there. At reasonable prices.
I hope my new kitten doesn't try to climb my tree this year. She's always getting into things. Always has to investigate.
Well thats about it for today. Have a good one...

Good news

It's good news that I don't have to replace the water heater. The plumber just replaced a leaking valve. But I did have to pay for his labor which amounted to 85.00. Thats really not that high, these other plumbers that I have used in the past cost 185.00 per hour.
I did get another hit on the job prospects with Meyers. Meyers is a lighting store. Its not prestigious, but it's a job. So, next week I'll have two applications to fill out. One with Charter and the other with Meyers. So, we'll see. I feel it's slim pickins right now. I wonder if it's due to the holidays coming up.
I am soo  ready for cooler temps. It's been pretty warm these past couple of days. When i volunteer, I usually have to work outside in the raptors section. It's gets pretty hot in there.
I saw a really good movie last night. TCM was showing vet movies for veterans day. It was called "Saving Private Ryan." I usually don't go for those war movies, but this was a good one. I know someone who is serving in the military as a medic. She's been away from her home for 2/yrs. She has a 4/yr. old daughter. . I pray that all of those serving will be able to return home soon.
There are holiday drives that most churches are participating in to send care packages to the military. I've bought shaving cream,shampoo,lotion and cookies to give to this Lutheran church near my house. This helps me stay ntouch with the world around me. Plus, it makes you feel good to give to others. So look around to see where you can contribute.
Also, every Christmas, Fox6 news sponsors a food drive for children in the Alabama area. It's usually at the western supermarkets and publix. That would be another way to give back.

Plumbers

Well my plumber didn't show up yesterday and I couldn't reach him by phone. I'm gonna give him til 12:00noon today, then I'm gonna call another plumber to come out and look at the water heater. I just hope the water heater does not explode by then.
I did find a job advertisement online for a customer service rep. at Charter cable. They didn't specify that Monday and Tuesday were the only days you could apply for the job, so I have to wait until Monday to do that.
I feel like this week has been unenventful. The job prospects have been slow and I feel that I have been waiting all week. I have been able to clean out my utility room and wax the hardwood floors. My weekends are always full with cleaning and volunteering. I do volunteer during the week ,but only two days. But I have earned enough money now to do my Christmas shopping early. I was always one of those who crammed in all of my Christmas shopping on black Friday. The day after Thankgiving, but this year I'm hoping to get that all done beforehand. I can't forget my Christmas cards.
One good thing about the holidays is that I'm able to spend some time with my niece and nephew I only see once a year. Also spending time with friends and family. I know if I were working right now, I wouldn't even be thinking about shopping early or Christmas. But thats what happens when you have alot of time on your hands. I've been thinking about volunteering at Brookwood hospital. Maybe I can get my name out faster for a potential job.  Who knows? Always looking for possibilites....

Money

It seems that when you don't have money, you have to find the money to have something replaced. My water heater started leaking bad yesterday. So bad that I had to put towels on the floor so that my hardwood floors wouldn't get ruined. As usual, I have been waiting on the plumber to get here. It seems that electricians, plumbers and any handymen take their time getting to you.
Another money pit is owning property in a condominium community. I went to the anual HOA meeting on Monday night and we were told that due to higher prices in water and sewer, our association fees may raise from 150.00 to 200.00 a month. YIKES!!!!
I quess I need to start buying lottery tickets. 

Lay off's

When I was volunteering this morning, two volunteers told me that they lost their jobs last week. I know first hand how they feel. It's unfortunate to invest a long time at a job, then loose it all due to a lay off. Some people say that the economy is bouncing back, but the national unemployment rate is still 9.6%. A year ago, the national unemployment rate was 10%. So that shows you that jobs are still so hard to come by. Even retail stores  everywhere are still hurting, due to people not affording to buy goods. We are still in a recession no matter what the news tells you..
Even though job advertisments update daily online, there is nothing that I could qualify for so far. It's like I've said before, some weeks I get two to three hits and other weeks I don't get any. I thought about joining another job placement agency, but that cost money. Most of the time, you go through an interview with these agencies and they don't send you out on any interviews. . I actually have worked with two agencies  in the past and both of them never found any jobs for me. It was a big waist of time.
At least I'm making alittle money cleaning and I have my volunteering too. With all of the applications I have filled out and interviews I've been on, I feel that the right job is going to find me. I always keep my options open and go out to any company who requests to meet with me. It's all in your attitude also. If you feel defeated, then you are defeated. Always seize opportunities.

Divine Intervention

Sometimes you hear stories about true miracles. Well, I heard one this morning. A friend was telling me of a story about one of her relatives. She said that this person was diagnosed with a mulignant tumor the size of a gratefruit. The doctors told her that the day after Thanksgiving [last year] they were going to try to cut it out.
When they went in, there was no sign of the tumor anywhere. Like it just disappeared.
She had been going to constant prayer at that time. And the months after this new diagnosis, there was still no sign of cancer.
I had heard of another story about this other woman whose cancer was past the point of any chemo therapy and the doctors had given her a few months to live. She started going to church and prayed diligently. When she went in to have a recheck, the cancer was gone.
I sometimes think that if I didn't start having eye troubles, I would have never known I had diabetes. In a way, I think that was a miracle. Because my doctor told me I could have had a diabetic coma. One might say that I was lucky. But as I learn more about God's grace, I feel that I was given a gift.
I've always believed in God, but I would only pray when something was wrong in my life. I never really understood that you must have a personal relationship with God. Now I am beginning too and  the funny thing about it is that I'm not so scared of things anymore. I feel that someone is watching over me. I don't feel alone anymore. Now I believe that things don't happen by pure chance; they happen for a reason.
I understand now. This has also given me a sense of hope. If you look around, the miracle of God is everywhere. I am truely blessed.

Time

Have you ever noticed that workmen seem to take all day when they are suppose to be at your house at a certain time? I was scheduled for 1pm yesterday for my heat and air conditioning man to come out and service my unit. He didn't show until 5:30pm. So , I had to sit home and wait 4 1/2 hours.
That is so frustrating. Oh well, I quess thats why they make the big bucks...
I went to my eye doctor for a post op. check after my surgery. With this doctor, you go 5/ mo. after. He said that I may have to have lazer surgery on my right eye in 6/mos. Augh.... The membrane under my new lens has become "rigid". I hope I don't have to have another proceedure done.
I'm seeing a friend today for lunch that I haven't seen in about a year. She's just passing through town. It amazes me that time just flies by until you see some people. Where does the time go? We always say to ourselves " oh I'll get that done tomorrow." Well then tomorrow turns into next week, month or even years. Or that time heals. How much is time anyway? Have you ever thought about that?
I must have gotten a good nights sleep, since I'm getting deep right now. "Time" to feed my cat. Talk later...

Surprise

I got a surprise yesterday. I got a call from Liberty National requesting that I meet with them this morning. They were responding to my online application and resume listed on Monster.com. So, at 10:00am I'll be meeting with them.
I also found  a few openings at Bellsouth. I had applied for a job there back in June. So when I called this week they told me to go ahead and apply again online. The positions this time are Customer Service positions.
At least I'm still getting nibbles after the disappointment of Buffalo Rock. I just have to continue to move on. Move towards a goal.
I have my lucky bracelet on, so hopefully it will go smoothly. Thats funny a lucky bracelet. Believe me I need all the help I can get.

What? Are they crazy?

I have a dear friend who is battling with kidney desease. She's been dialyzing for three years, on a special diet and is unable to go out in public due to germs. She's been on the transplant list for all three years.
Well yesterday she called and told me that she finally got a kidney available for her. But there's a hitch.
With her insurance and medicare she will have to come up with 20% of the cost. This 20% totals up to $500,000. This includes the surgery, hospital stay, tests, medications and doctors fees.
There is no way they can raise this. She also said that if they could raise the money, medicare will only pay for the first three years of seven medications she needs on a daily basis. And one of these medications,only one would be 2,000 a month.
She's just devestated. I feel so bad for her because I know how much she has sacrificed. She had to quit her job, quit getting her Ph.D and quit her livelihood. She has worked so hard in staying as healthly as she can. She has numerous blood tests each month and numerous doctors appointments.
She actually is hooked up to a machine daily. She's able to walk around while she is dialyzing everyday.
I just feel so helpless. There is nothing I can do or anyone. All I can do is be as supportive as I can and pray for her.
A situation like this really makes me feel grateful for my health and my life.

Air

The air was so crisp this morning when I walked. It's so beautiful outside. The leaves are changing colors and there is a sense of renewal with the seasonal change. I feel like being thankful for all of my blessings. My health is getting better, I have a wonderful family and my friends are supportive. I'm almost on the "top of the world."
I think my outlook has gotten better these last couple of days. I've made a point not to be so self absorbed. Even cleaning homes has been an adventure. I started cleaning two womens homes back in August so I would have money for Christmas. This whole time my pride overwhelmed me because I thought "I have a college degree; this is demeaning." I shouldn't be cleaning peoples homes. But as I pondered on it, I thought at least I'm "earning" my own money and not relying on my dad to give me Christmas money. "Who cares what I do."
My new found humility keeps me grounded. It also keeps me focused on my future.

A breath of fresh air

You know there are certain things that bring a person's attitude up when their down in the dumps. One for me is being around a baby. If you looked at my last blog, it was apparent that I have just had enough with my job search.
Yesterday, I got the opportunity to be around a three week old baby. My friends grandaughter. I spent the better part of Friday holding her and feeding her. Babies just have this quality about them that is so remarkable. Here is this bundle of joy, who is relying on you totally. She was warm and cuddley. Of course, I know that most of the time babies are crying and smell like poop. But that just didn't matter. Actually, this baby hardly cried.
I think I was able to draw all of the attention off myself to this child. Not once yesterday did I think about myself. I quess when you have alot of time on your hands you tend to emerse yourself with your troubles. And you really don't see things around you. I need to focus more on life itself and not what I don't have.

brainstorm

I woke up this morning feeling a bit conflicted. I feel that I have to clear the air about my feelings lately. You know, getting rejection after rejection on the job front can really wear on a person. To be honest, I feel like a failure. I've never had such a hard time finding a job. I can remember when I was younger, I used to get any job I set out to find. But now, it's different.
I'm competing against younger folks. I sometimes feel when I walk into an office that I'm the oldest one there applying for the job. It makes me alittle uncomfortable. Not only that, I am competing with a dozen people for one job. I know that the economy is bad, but it just seems that years ago I was easily marketable.
I quess true failure is when you stop trying. So, I keep on filling out applications.
It's hard when I see people out in the public and they ask me what I'm doing. My answer is always, I'm trying to find work. It gets embarrassing. What also wears on my pride is knowing that I'm being supported by my father at my age. I never thought while I was at UAB, that this would happen to me. Because I was at UAB for 9 1/2 yrs. I thought I would be in a different place in my life rather than where I am now.
I just have to continue to listen to others when they say things will change. Things will get better.

Internet troubles

Since we had that bad storm a couple of days ago, my ability to stay online has been limited. I've got it right now, but for how long? I can't even log into my email account. It's been raining non-stop today. I hope I don't have to work outside when I volunteer this afternoon.
I did make alittle head way yesterday on the job front. I found a few jobs advertised on al.com. One was Belk's. They have two positions opened at the Brookwood Mall area and one at the Galleria.
I went to the Galleria and filled out an application. Brookwood wasn't accepting anymore applications. I also found an opening at Bellsouth. Bellsouth is right down the street from me so that would be a great place to be. They were only accepting applications online so I did that.
I did leave a final third call for Buffalo Rock this morning. Maybe I'll hear back from them.
On a lighter side, I have been having troubles with my new neighbors. They play a radio out on their patio late at night and they leave their cigerette butts all over the yard. I have reported them to the management, but nothing has changed. I'll just have to send a formal email to the management now, well whenever I can get to my email. Or, just call the police about the noise next time. You would think that a couple in their 60's wouldn't be carrying on so bad late at night. I have noticed that renters in this condo community usually trash the place or their noisey.
Oh, I just lost my connection for a minute. Thank goodness I saved my blog before I lost it. Well better get off online before it goes out again.

Rest

Boy, I finally was able to sleep. Sunday morning I dozed off and slept til 4pm. Then I went back to sleep and slept until Monday morning around 8am. I feel alot better.
So, I slept away my Sunday. We had a awful storm last night which came in around 3am. It even blew off my chime from my patio which I found this morning. We needed the rain. Have you ever noticed it smells good after a rain? It's the same feeling you get after freshly cut grass.
I've been lazy today, just cleaning around the house. However, I did look online this afternoon at al.com. Again, I didn't see anything that I would qualify for.
I talked to a friend this afternoon that I haven't seen in about a year. Time seems to fly by. I'm gonna make it a point to keep in touch better with people.

Sleepless

Have you ever had so much on your mind that it's hard to sleep? Well that has happened to me. Thursday night I finally fell asleep at 3am. Woke up at 6:30am. Last night the same. Fell asleep at 2:30am. Woke up at 5:15am. I think the stress of not being able to find work is bothering me so much that I can't seem to settle down for the night.
Now I am just exhausted. Maybe tonight I'll sleep.
It was so beautiful outside this morning when I walked. The leaves are changing and there is a cool breeze in the air. I'm looking forward to winter. I actually prefer the cold weather over warm weather. I wish it snowed more here too.
I found a new place to eat. I went to Costas yesterday and had baked greek chicken. Gosh it was yummy. I also had a black olive salad with it. Also good. I would recommend anyone to go there.  They serve alot of Mediteranian foods. Very reasonable in price too.
Gotta feed the kitty. Talk later....

It's Friday

If I were working right now, friday would be the end of a work week. For some reason it seems that friday is when activities start. Good movies on TV, concerts, night out with friends,etc.
I haven't blogged in a few days because I have had some sort of stomach virus. I also  had a fever. I heard from a friend who said that there is a virus going around.
I left another message on the answering service for that company that I had been interviewing with, but still no call back. I quess that means I didn't get it. I think two weeks is a long enough time to hear back from that company. I'm really disappointed because I thought I had a good chance of getting it. I'm still trying to stay positive.
I've even gone to department stores within these last two weeks and cold called. I just walked in and asked if they were hiring. No luck. I didn't find any new prospects online this week either.
So, I quess I will continue to volunteer to occupy my time and search for jobs. I did find out that UAB has now opened their employment services again. They had a freeze on that for 14 months. At least I have another avenue to check.

mortgage companies

Don't you just hate to call any company on a 1-800 number and have to talk to several people before you get to the right person? Well, that happened this morning. My mortgage company has sold my mortgage to another company and I had to verify if my automatic debit plan would transfer with it. I get my mortgage payments directly debited out of my checking account.
Well, I must have been put on hold half of dozen times today. Low and behold, this doesn't transer and I'm going to have to set this up with the new mortgage company soon. This is a pain in the you know what.
Otherwise, today was a pretty good day. I still haven't heard from the company I have been interviewing with. I'm getting alittle impatient. My prior remark to no news is good news has flown out the window now. I'm left twittling my thumbs.
Since I had looked on al.com yesterday, monster.com didn't offer any new prospects. It's slow going again. I swear, some weeks I get alot of hits and then other weeks I don't.
I'm still staying positive....

antiques

I had the most fun on Saturday when I went antiqueing with a friend. We went to Annistan to go to some galleries. My friend was looking for a bachelors chest to convert into a entertainment center. She found one that was made in the 1930's. Mahogany wood and also inlaid design on the top.
We also went to a place for dinner that we got fresh rainbow trout. I also got lima beans, carrots and squash with homemade biscuts. I was stuffed. Eating the biscuts made my blood sugar go up a bit, but it was worth it.
I was not able to go to my nephews football game at Sanford, but I was told that his team won. He plays for the Furman Paladins. We are all so proud of him. He graduates this December.
I called that company this morning to see if they had made a decision yet about that position. I still haven't heard back from them. I didn't find anything on al.com this morning. Maybe I'll have more luck on monster.com.
Everything else is about the same. Talk later.

talk

I had a long talk with my dad last night about my frustrations on the job front. I feel better. The best advice that was given is that I have to continue to strive to become what I want. I have to continue to try to get a job, because the right job is out there for me. I may have to wait for awhile, but it will eventually happen.

I had a good day volunteering. The weather has been so good, that I spent most of my time outside. I sort of feel renewed in a way.

I watched one of my favorite movies last night. "It's a wonderful life." It had one of my favorite actors, Jimmie Stewart. If you haven't seen it, I would recommend that you do. It basically represents how grateful we should be for ourselves, family and others. It also has a sense of hope entangled through it. I just love to watch things with a lesson learned to them.

1 week

Well it's been one full week since I took that test for that company I have been interviewing with. I haven't heard a peep from them. I know that there were alot of other applicants interviewing as well.  I hope I do get it.
This is the most frustrating part. You get through the first interview. Then you take their tests. Then you wait. I can't tell you how many interviews I've been on where you go through several interviews and you think you have it, then you don't. I quess I have to realize that since the economy has been so bad, there are dozens of folks like me interviewing for that one job.
Sometimes it's hard keeping a positive attitude. But you have to. The other company that I was looking at just hired someone, so it's back to the drawing board. I'm gonna call the company tomorrow to see where they are in respect to hiring someone. { the co. I took the test with }
I'll tell you one thing, taking long walks in the morning helps. It clears my head and takes the stress away.
But what is always in the back of my mind is that I'm trying my hardest to be independent again and yet there are all these obstacles in front me of keeping me from that independence. That probably doesn't make much since. That is the best way to describe this.
I have to think of happy thoughts, I quess.

Walmart

Have you ever noticed the crazy people you find at a Walmart? People go in their pajamas, bathrobes, bathing suits and boxer shorts. I read this email once that said that you don't have to dress up going to Walmart. I quess thats true. This morning I saw this guy who had on slippers with biking shorts, then he wore a wool cap on his head. I should start taking pictures. Last week there was this lady who had on see thru pants with purple underwear on and a bathing suit top on.
I often wonder what these people think about.Maybe they need to be ntouch with the world. Life's funny, I quess...

Pickle

I walked into the wildlife center this morning and saw a large turtle eating a pickle. They were homemade pickles from another volunteer. Well wouldn't you know that turtle followed her around for more pickles.

My favorite fawn was nursing on his bottle when I went back there to clean his stall. After he fed, he walked up to me and licked my hand. His name is Henry. We've also got a lot of red tailed hawks and baby squirrels.

We also have a full grown deer that was hit by a car. He has a broken leg, but he's getting around ok.
I just love to volunteer there. The only bad thing is that each time I go there I have to pay for my own parking. This gets expensive, when the entrance fee to the park is $5.00. But that money goes back to the park, so I guess it will work.

I have been hand writing letters to friends that I don't see much. It's been kind of fun. It's always nice to get a letter from someone. I have a lot of friends that live out of town. It saves on long distance calls. These friends don't have access to the internet. It's hard to imagine that some people don't have a computer, but a lot don't. Computers and the internet cost money and money is hard to come by these days.

I found some Christmas cards on sale for 97 cents. I can't believe there are Christmas items on sale in October. But you know the department stores. Always trying to bring in more customers. Thank goodness I have been saving money each month and cleaning two women's homes for the past 4 months. I'll have enough money to shop for Christmas presents this year. Every little bit helps.

It's a girl!!

My dear friend Jan is a new grandmother. Her daughter had a little girl on Saturday 10/9/10. 8lbs and 7 ounces. Jan took me with her to the hospital yesterday and I was able to hold her. She is so sweet....
Her name is Willa Cook Gray. All pink and sassy. She has a little bit of brown hair and eyes are blue. Lets hope they stay blue. Gosh I haven't been around a baby since my nephew Wyatt was born. I just love babies.
No more news on that job that I just took the test for. It's still advertised in al.com so I quess no news is good news. There's another company that I'm looking at, so hopefully I'll be able to talk to someone about that position soon.
I can't believe that the hot weather is back. I was so hoping for fall to begin. At least the cool weather. I think I am a fall and winter girl. Summer is great with all of the activities, but I prefer the cold temperatures.

I passed!!!

I passed my test yesterday!!! Hurray... This means I am in the running for that job. There were so many people there yesterday taking this test, so I don't know where I am in the pool. But I passed!!! It was like cramming for finals. Studying night and day for two days.
I got all of my clothes over to my parents. Thank goodness they let me store them there cause I don't know where I would put them.
I volunteer this afternoon. I haven't been there in a week since I have been devoting all my time to the job search. I still like to do it because it makes me feel that I'm giving back. Helping animals is the best medicine for stress. It occupies my mind on other things. I would ncourage others to volunteer.
That is if you have any extra time. I know how busy life can be.

exam

Well, I take a test tomorrow morning, a computer test. It's with one of the companies that I have been interviewing with. So, all day today and yesterday I have been practicing on excell,word and overall computer knowledge. There were these free excerises online. I think I'm ready.
I just looked at Ngage's shop and saw all of these great bracelets. What's really cool about these is that their all hand made. I would ncourage people to buy them. Just think, their for a good cause.
Wish me luck on my test!!!!!

kitty girl

The funniest thing happened last night. I was finishing up my closet and I remember opening up a drawer in my dresser then closing it. Well the night goes on and I couldn't find Butter. I looked in all of her hiding places and she wasn't there. Then I went back to put something else in the dresser and I found her snuggled beneath my pajamas in the drawer. She had been there for a couple of hours, not making a sound. No meowing to get her out or anything. Cats are funny animals.
I have this neighbor who is always walking around outside in her nightgown. It doesn't matter if it's day or night. Well she knocks on my door this morning, in her nightgown [ she's in her late 80's ] and she asks me if her son had been looking for her. It's about 7:30am. Well I said "Ruth Ann, I don't know." She said that she thought she heard a knock on her door last night, but she wasn't sure. So, I walked her back over to her condo and got her to call her son. Then she tells me that her son didn't come by. She then asked me if I wanted some hot tea. So I sat down and drank some tea with her. I think sometimes she gets lonely and wants some company.
Butter is purring at my feet. I think it's time to feed her.

The fall

Boy, the blistering heat is gone for the moment. It's been wonderful walking in the morning now with a cool breeze in the air. Now, I have to change out my summer clothes to fall and winter clothes. This means completely rearranging my closet. A quick trip to my parents house for bags of clothing.
I store my clothing at my parents because I have zero room in my one closet. Yea, one closet. Thats the life living in a condo. I do have one shelf in my utility room where my washer and dryer is, but thats it.
I envy those with three or more closets to store things in.
I heard from Buffalo Rock this morning and they want me to take some tests on Thursday to determine the level of my computer skills. I'm alittle rusty since I haven't worked on a computer in awhile. So, these next couple of days I'm gonna brush up with a program called video professor. It's a free online course that goes through the basics of different software. So hopefully I'll be prepared.
I called the employment office that I interviewed with last week and their still meeting with perspective employees. There's another company that I'm looking at called Sidel. This is a customer service job in irondale, so we'll see how that pans out. I did email my resume on Saturday to Travelors Insurance for a customer support position. Hopefully I'll hear from them soon. So all in all, I'm still getting nibbles on the job front.

Football fans

Have you ever noticed how obnoxious football fans can be? I'm not knocking the game, but my gosh!
There are a huge amount of roll tide fans where I live and after they won last night, the neighbors were in full glory. Yelling and honking their horns at all hours of the night. There were also roll tide flags, flags on patios, cars and flags in the yards this morning.
Maybe I shouldn't single out roll tide fans. I'm all for rooting for your favorite team, but sometimes the "hoopla" goes alittle overboard.
I do have to say that I like Tennessee,Georgia and Florida.
But I don't stand out at my front door and yell my team.
I quess I don't have that "team spirit."Oh well, back to watching a movie!!!!

Cleanin' up

Today has been devoted to cleaning house.  I quess you could call it spring cleaning if it were springtime. Bright and early at 6am I woke up and started dusting. Dusting the floors, furniture and the walls. Then I moved onto vaccuming. I even took the vaccum cleaner apart and cleaned that. Then I waxed the hardwood floors. After that I cleaned the kitchen and bathroom. Later I washed clothes.
Man, my house is clean now. If I could just just get all the loose fur off of Butter. Unfortunately, butter doesn't like to get brushed. Don't want to get bit.
To change the subject, it's so nice to get together with friends as a group and play board games. I did this last night and I had a blast. It relieved some of the stress from looking for a job.
Now, interviewing is kind of fun, but always in the back of my mind it's "selling" yourself. Always trying to think of what to say and impressing those perspective employers. Going from interview to interview. Wondering "why I didn't get the job or will I get the job."
So, I'm trying to keep all of this in perspective. All I can do is do my best and hope that I'll get a job soon.

What was that?

It's 2:46am this morning and I wake up with this scratching noise at my front door. Butter is going crazy, running back and forth into the bedroom. I look around the front window and there is this raccoon trying to paw his way into the locked cat door. I knocked on the door to try to scare him away. That didn't work.
Butter starts squeeling and then the raccoon stopped and ran away. Too much going on at this hour.
The only bad thing being waken up that early is that I had to be bright and cheery for an interview this morning.
One of the companies that I had emailed my resume to called yesterday and scheduled me for an 8:30am interview. Once I'm woken up, it's hard for me to settle down again to sleep. So, I stayed awake.
The interview only consisted of me filling out an application and briefly speaking with the office manager.
This interview was with Buffalo Rock. The position was for an office assistant. You needed to have some computer skills, communication skills and be used to working in a fast paced environment.
The computer skills included excell and word. I had worked with this somewhat at UAB, but didn't know all about spreadsheets. They did say that they would train. So, all in all I was happy with the meeting. I'm curious to see if I will get a call back.
I can't believe it's already Sept. 30th. This month has flown by...

Spanglish?

Ha Ha Ha! Thats funny. I speak only a few words of spanish, so I wouldn't call that fluent.
I haven't had much luck so far this week on finding advertisements for jobs. I think it works that way. One week you will find endless jobs, then the next week you won't.
I'm still volunteering. but I did find out from the park that their just now interviewing for the job I had applied for about a month ago. I did call them this morning and they told me that they were calling for interviews this week, so I might hear from them. That would be a fun job. It was working at the information desk. They needed someone to answer the phone and help schedule events at the park.
I went to Lowes today. They didn't have a position that was advertised. I just "cold called" them. They did tell me they weren't hiring, but might be around the holidays. Even if this was temporary, every little bit helps.
I have a neighbor who just got laid off from UAB and is worried that he'll loose his home.
I thank my lucky stars everyday that I have a family who is in the position of financially helping me. I would have been foreclosed on years ago if it hadn't been for my father.
I am truely blessed.

Spanish?

I had an interview this morning with one of the companies that I had filled out an application with on Monday.
It's a job placement firm. I think it went well, but the only thing that is questionable was the fact that I don't speak spanish. This wasn't a requirement, but the manager was interested in this. So, we'll see.
I did check the paper too. Sometimes companies will advertise in the paper and not online. But I didn't see anything that I would qualify for.
I still haven't heard from the people that I gave my resumes to last week.
I did see on al.com that there is another job fair opening up in Bessemer in two weeks. It's a medical job fair.
UAB is also sponsoring a fair, but this is for RN's, LPN's and medical staffing.

Is this luck or what?

It's 1pm and I've had alittle luck today. I found out about this new business opening up this week on al.com. It's actually just 1/2 of block away from my house. I filled out an application and did speak with the manager there as well. It's a temporary staffing service.
I then heard about an opening at a department store at the Summit. The Summit is a shopping mall in the preppy side of town off of Hwy 280. So, I ended up filling an application out this morning.
Then I went to Alabaster and filled out an application at another shop. So, all in all, it's been a good day.
If you count the 7 resumes I gave to associates on Friday of last week and the 3 applications I filled out today, thats a total of 10 contacts I've had in just a few days.
I feel like things are looking up.

job fair

There was a job fair in Leeds, AL on Friday. I went and brought 10 resumes with me. I spoke with 7 different employers that will be hiring for their shops at the end of October. There's going to be a new outlet mall built there.
There were tons of people at this job fair. I met 9 folks who had been looking for a job in the Birmingham area as I have. Some of them were laid off too. Leeds is about a 45 minute drive from my house. It's alittle out of the way, but not too bad.
The ngage team did help with a possible career, but since jobs are so scarce right now, the positions for this company were filled within a few days.
My friends have also offered ideas, but those positions were filled quickly. So, I quess it's all about who you know at the right moment.
I'm lucky to have a computer to browse online. The online advertisements are updated on a daily basis, so this will enable me to get a more precise listing.
As promised I have a few online addresses that others could view. They are:
al.com, monster.com, USAjobs.com and UAB.com. I should be getting another one here soon.
Wish me happy hunting!

Who's Mildred?

For the past week, I have had this woman call me and ask to speak to Mildred. I think she's an elderly lady. Well, today she called again. After I said that she had the wrong number, she said "Mildred is the best friend I ever had."  She continued to talk about how long she's known Mildred, talked about Mildred's nice family and she's a great card player.
I sat patiently as I have for a week and listened. Then I asked this woman what Mildred's last name was and told her that she could call the operator and get Mildred's number. The older woman thanked me and said that it has been nice talking with me. As I hung up, I realized that maybe this woman just needed someone to talk to.
Hopefully she will get Mildred's number, otherwise I might have a new "phone friend." People are funny.
I haven't  gotten anymore leeds for jobs this week. I went back today and called all of the companies back that I never heard from after I filled out applications . One even said that they didn't have my application anymore and asked if I would come back down today to fill out another one. I thought to myself that they probably threw it away, but I gave them the benefit of the doubt and filled another one out.
Of course, there were some that said that they had already filled the position. But, there were others that said they  were still accepting applications. So, it's slow going.
I have a friend whose daughter graduated from college one year ago and she's still looking for a job. I think I'll do some cold calling to see if I get any hits. Otherwise, it's back to "shopping" online.

job front

I've gotten a few hits from Monster.com this past weekend. One of which was from Gateway. Gateway is a drug and alcohol agencey located in Birmingham. They called and wanted a case manager/RN. In most agencies dealing with addictions, a case manager is an RN. This is also true in medical jobs.
My experience was in case management, but the only difference is mine was in grants. Working with grants case managment is more like a case worker. It's in the social sciences, not in the medical arena.
So, there's been a bit of confusion from these companies.
Another hit was from the Pheonix Corporation. They specialize in referrals to mental health agencies in the south east. It's sort of like contract work for the mentally ill. You work with Medicare/Medicaid offices.They are affiliated with JBS [ Jefferson Blount
Mental Health] I've worked with JBS before while working at UAB.
So, we'll see if that pans out. Oh, the position was for a case worker.
AL.com, didn't have too much to offer this morning.
Online jobsites have been a valuable tool for me so far. Their updated twice a day, so you're getting new advertisments daily.
Also being ntouch with the ngage team offers new ideas for the job hunt.

modem

Whew! I finally got my new modem. My other one just died. I forgot all of my passwords to yahoo and I had to select new ones. Oh well...
I've had a pretty eventful week. I applied to four jobs. Three were for sales and one was for a restaurant position. You know it's funny. I was talking with my mother the other day and we were reminissing about how nice it was when I had my career at UAB. And how things have changed from my saleried position to the income that department stores offer. Once I get a full time job, I will probably have to get a part time job on the weekends. Just to make ends meet.
The economy. I had this misconception that the economy was getting better. But it's sad to say that I don't think it's better.  I still hear of people loosing their jobs. I often think of this co-worker of mine that got laid off when I did. He had a dissabled wife and three kids. I quess I'm lucky in a way that I didn't have a family to support.
When I think of the applications that I have applied for, I am reminded that there are probably 100 people applying to the same jobs. So if you get a call back, you're lucky.
I'm still trying to stay optimistic. I just need to continue to see that "it's going to happen." If not today, then sometime soon. Happy thoughts!

My numbers

I did not espect my diabetes numbers to be so good this time around. Because I have gained weight, I thought my A1C was going to be high. But it was 7. My blood pressure was good and cholestoral was good also. I've been back on this diet for now 6/weeks. So, hopefully I can get back down to where I was when this all started.
I saw a friend this past week that I haven't seen in about 2/yrs. It's so nice to reconnect with people. Because I have found that with your day to day life, keeping in touch with folks is a real challange sometimes.
I found out through an old co-worker that there may be an upcoming grant that may apply to me at my former place of business, UAB. Apparently my name was given to the doctor writing the grant and he thought that I may be a good match. I am still puting out resumes and applications with various companies in town. I did find out that there is a new website to look for jobs. I should be getting it soon and will include that address in my next blog.
All in all, I feel blessed that my health is good, I have a supportive family and my friends are all around me.
Life is really good.

Have you ever thought about writing people instead of emailing? I have a friend who doesn't have the internet or a phone,so we write back and forth. I have found that it is alot of fun. Besides,emailing can be so routine. It reminds me of how it used to be before computers. Everything is so high tech now that I think we have lost personal contact with each other.
We need to get back to the basics. For instance,if you think about sending a person a care package. Instead of ordering flowers or cookies and having a company deliver them,send them yourself. Drive to their house and "personally" give the package to them. I think this means much more to people.
Facebook. I agree with keeping in touch with people,but I think this has turned into an "overkill." I think people are more apt to electronically communicate then actively seeing others.
With this fast paced life we see ourselves in its hard to imagine if one could stop and smell the daises. I read that in a book. But it's true. It seems that everyone relies so heavily on their cell phones,emails,Iphones,Ipods and the internet. What do you think?

I had my parents over for dinner this past Friday night. It went well and was fun. I don't get too many opportunities to cook for people so this was a treat.
 I only found two job postings in the paper last week,but I did send my resume through an email.
My blood sugars have been excellent lately. I'm still on the same eating plan that I ws on,I'm just not eating dinner. Or if I eat dinner,I eat raw vegetables. I really have to watch daily what I put in my mouth.
My kitten is still as wild as she could be. She's still biting,but not as often now.
Gotta go volunteer. Talk later.

I made my list of applications and interviews I have had since June. I picked June because thats when I regained my sight. So far, I have filled out 15 applications and had 6 interviews. I have gotten the paper and am also looking online. I feel it's an uphill climb,but I'll make it to the top.
Have you ever noticed on some applications,there's a question about, " If hired, what could you provide to the company." Of course you want to put the regular answer like I'm dedicated, loyal etc... But I've tried to come up with others like I'm a good listener, I show up on time ready to work and I'm ready for a challange.
I think it's also important to interview the interviewer. Ask questions. Be interactive. Carry a smile on your face. Be easy going but professional.
I used to journal about 1/yr. ago. I've recently picked that back up. It really helps when you are stressed. And it's also fun to go back and look at what you've written. It kind of gives you a clearer propective of the subject matter.
I'm having my parents for dinner this Friday night as part of a thank you for everything. I thinks it's well overdue. I hope I don't burn their dinner. I do like to cook,I just don't get very many opportunities to cook.
I even had a idea that once I get a job maybe I cook take cooking classes on the side. Learn about exotic dishes. I think that would be fun.
It's funny,just a few days ago I was "eating crow" and now I'm optimistic about my future. Life's funny,isn't it.

A NEW DAY! nGage Today!

Allison . . . The nGage Today Team wants you to know that we have faith in you. Remember, we are ALL about staying connected with our Faith, Families, Friends and our Future. Don't give up now! You have come way too far!

Well, I had a long talk with my father about the job incident earlier this week and he is really disappointed with me. It has been two years since I have worked , I agree. I have had alot of health problems and vision problems. But I should have accepted the position.
It really doesn't help knowing that I screwed up when I have to continue to hear it from my family. I quess it's the old cliche of "your damned if you do and your damned if you don't."
I'll know next time that I can get my diabetes services through my father during hours that won't conflict with working hours.
Making mistakes can not only point out the obvious but it can make you feel pretty stupid.
I haven't found any further job listings this week. Maybe next week will be better.
I've been trying to figure out how I can get my cat into her crate. I'll try a sedative,but I may have to get the traveling vet my friend suggested to give her her shots in April. I have bonded with Butter abit even though she does have a biting problem. Butter is so different from my other cat,Molly. I just espected that she would be easy going as Molly. Thats another lesson that I have learned. Not every cat is the same.
Well, I've got to go volunteer. Talk later.

Well, I went to my interview yesterday. The manager offered me the job to start on Friday. Then I told him that I had some doctors appts. that I couldn't miss because I was a diabetic. My schedule would have been 9:30a to 6:pm. He told me that due to policy,he could not allow me to go to these appts. until after 6.mos. I came home and told my mother and sister. My sister suggested that I call my docotr the next day[today] and ask them if they could see patients by 8:00am. So, I did do that and was told that the earliest was 8:30am. Then I called my mother and she told me that my father,whom is a doctor could treat my diabetes and to call the menager back and tell him that I can work through my appts and accept the job. So, when I called the manager back this morning,he had already hired someone yesterday after seeing me.
I did tell my sister this who was very supportive. My mother on the other hand was not. But then she called back and apologized. I'm so disappointed. I'll know better next time.
Today was also the day that I was scheduled to take my kitten to the vet to get declawed. Well it didn't run as smoothly as I thought it would. I couldn't get her into her crate.
 After I restled with a pillow case and a wrapping her into a towel I gave up. She bit me twice. I then went to the vet to get a sedative for her. But I couldn't get to her to administer it because she has not left under the bed. She was sooo upset ,I decided to cancell the appointment.
My friend was telling me that one of her friends calls a traveling vet to make house calls. I may do that next year when she is due for her shots.
So all in all, this morning sucked. I've tried to get my mind off of the job situation,but it's just hard. Knowing that I blew it. I still beleive though that I should have told him about my appts ahead of time. He probably would have fired me if I did go to them.
I get my blood work done tomorrow. Hopefully it will be a better day.

I have an interview on Monday, YIPPEE... I just heard from a friend of mine who got laid off recently. They say the economy is doing better,but I don't think so.
My cat is scheduled on Tuesday next week to get declawed. I feel alittle quilty to do this,but I think it would be for the best.
Thank goodness it has been raining this morning. It has cooled off alot.
Well my baby nephew's birthday was yesterday. I heard he was getting his learners permit as well. I feel so old :]
My blood sugars have been getting back to normal,finally. I go in for my blood work next Wed. I have two more weeks until my actual doctors visit. We'll see how my counts are. I've been working really hard on my meal plan these past couple of weeks.

I had a few more nibbles on Sunday regarding job prospects. I went to fill out applications to 2 department stores yesterday. I still haven't heard from the park yet. It seems that lately Monster.com hasn't had much to offer. So I've been relying on aol.com and the paper. Aol.com is the bham news but sometimes theres listings that aren't online.
I've decided to get Butter declawed. I'm right now waiting on news from the animal clinic to see how much it would be. I think I'm going to go towards lazor surgery. There's a quicker time in healing.
I go next week to get my blood work done. I believe it's not going to be good. So I have prepared myself for that. I go to see the doctor on 9/1. I think the only good mark will be my cholestoral. I started taking my chol. medication everyday about 1 mo. ago. Before the doctor told me to just take it 5 days a week. So, we'll see.
I can't believe that my nephew will be 15/yrs. old this week. Time flies. He's such a good kid.

I feel like I've been out of the loop for a week. Actually, I have. I haven't been able to volunteer this week because I have gotten sick. I think it's a virus. High fever,achey and stomach problems.  I had to inject less insulin because I haven't been eating much this week.
 My dad seems to think that I should be feeling better tomorrow. I think I will too. Before I got sick on Tuesday, I had been following my meal plan.  Since it has been so hot lately,I have been exercising inside with cardio tapes.
I think I'm going to have my kitten declawed. I have tried everything I can think of to deter her from scratching on my furniture. I've bought different kinds of scratch pads, used a water bottle to spray her when she does this and even bought a pet block spray. Nothing has worked. So, I think it's time. I was initually going to wait until she got alittle older,but I don't beleive my furniture and carpets can wait. She's now 8 mos. old.
The job search is going slow. I haven't had anymore nibbles. I wish people would hire you for your smile,character and loyalty. Oh well...
Well stay cool folks...

My blood sugars are getting back to normal now. It's gonna take probably a few more days to get down to the lower 100's for my fasting levels.
I called one of the places I had filled out an application to and they hired someone else. Thats been my luck so far.
Always hiring someone else. Jobs are sooo hard to come by right now. It's hard to imagine that I worked at UAB for almost 10/yrs. on a good income,then not working at all for now 2/yrs. I've had health problems,but my gosh!!!
My new kitty is doing better now. She's not biting or pooping on the floor anymore. She's still alittle gun shy. She hasn't learned how to cuddle yet. But she lets me pick her up and pet her.
Volunteering has let me stay active and busy. I can't just sit around the house anymore. At least I have an outlet.
I hope it cools off soon. Having anhydrosis doesn't help with the heat. I'm walking around 6am now because of the intense heat outside.

Well, I had a big response from my family regarding my last blog. I can see their worry and the fact that they are very concerned with my health. If I didn't want to be accountable for myself,then I wouldn't have blogged. I know they love me and want only the best for me,but right now I just need support rather than lectures. I know that I have slipped back into an unhealthy habit,I also know that the more I eat the more my body will deteriorate.
I think that the biggest revelation in all of this is that I have to watch what I eat forever. I just can't loose weight for a certain time period. I have to always be careful. Thats sort of overwhelming. Forever.... Thats a huge time frame.
My friends just don't understand. Their  not slim by any means themselves, but they always bring food over,eat out almost every meal and can't understand why I can't go out for  burger or a beer. I can't beleive that they are not diabetics.
I actually fooled myself into thinking that if I stayed active,walked or did cardio work everyday then it would be fine if I ate what I wanted to.
Nope. These are hard lessons to learn especially coming from a binge eater.
I know that I am not going to get a favorable report from my doctor this coming September. I go and get my blood work in the middle of August. Thats a consequence.
I do want to get married,be healthy and happy. It's just hard when I'm dissappointed with myself then to  hear it all again from other people.
I just have to pick myself up again and go on.

I had a good tip on a job. I volunteer at Alabama's wildlife center and the park had an opening to work in their information center. So yesterday, I filled out an application.
I have started back on my weight program 100%. Before I was just following it during the week,but on the weekend I would eat what I wanted to. This resulted in my blood sugars fasting levels to be over 150.
What I didn't realize that higher blood glucose levels will result in higher A1C levels.
So I'm sure the next measurements will be higher. My father told me of this. So, since I've worked soo hard to keep my A1C levels down, I decided that all the extra pleasure of eating is just not worth it. I also have to be honest with myself. It's so easy to slide into bad habits again.
I've learned that being a diabetic means you have to always will alert to what you put in your mouth sort of being accountable to food. Cause blood sugars don't lie.
Butter is doing better,but she's keeping me up half the night playing. She's running and jumping on the bed with her toys. Now I've learned to take her toys away from her. I tried this last night and she ended up settling down. She's still a kitten,so she can learn when lights go out,it's time to sleep.

I have noticed that Bella answers to Butter instead.  So, since her name was Butterball for 7/mos., I quess thats what I'll be calling her. I had one nibble on the jobline. I went to fill out an application this week for an account coordinator. It's a company that does advertisments for non-profits. They should be calling next week. It has been boiling hot here these past few weeks. Today,I believe is going to reach 99 degrees with a heat index of 105. My family has been on vacation at the beach this week and they told me that it has been real hot there too. It's been difficult for me to volunteer this week because of the heat. My blood sugars have been alittle higher due to that fact that I'm eating dinner past 5pm. I'm trying to get on a "normal" schedule with meal time since I will be working again,I hope. Gotta look online for jobs. Talk to you later...

Bella

I've noticed that whenever I have friends or neighbors stopping by, thats when Bella poops on the floor instead of her litter box. I did do some research on line about this and it was written that they are marking their territory. So it's a slow process.
We've had alot of birds that have been knocked out of their nests lately at the wildlife center. Alot of baby birds. We've also had alot of squirrels too.
 I'm still looking for some nibbles on line for job postings. I thought this one company that I had been talking to was interested in meeting me,but I haven't heard from them all week. I think I'll call them today.
 Have you ever had friends that you knew in the past just up and call you. After years of not keeping in touch? Thats weird. I've recently had two friends. One, a guy I grew up with whose continued to call. And the other an old best friend whom I have sent Christmas cards to these past 10/yrs.
Bella's nuzzling up to my feet right now and she just swatted at me. I quess she's playing,who knows...
Gotta go volunteer.

I think it's going to be and up and down process with my kitten. She's still hissing and biting. I have to keep reminding myself that she is a rescue kitty and was abused. I have to continue to take more time with her. Boy, is it hot outside.
I volunteered this morning and had to work outside. It felt like it was 120 degrees outside this morning. With this extra weight I'm carrying and the fact that I have anhydrosis [no sweat glands except for my head] it's a small task to be outside.
 I was out gardening yesterday and I discovered I have a bad ant problem. Ant hills throughout my plants.Any ideas? I just hope they don't work their way into my home. With this hot weather I have also noticed that the rodants are out and about. I saw a raccoon and a opossum out these past couple of days. They both have been in my bird feeder.
I found this excellent virus scanner called AVG. There's a free addition that you can download. The only drawback is that it slows down your speed while on online. But I would still recommend it to anyone.

It's a new breakthrough. Bella starting rubbing on my leg and I bent down and petted her. Then when I sat on the floor, she laid next to me and let me pet her all over. This is the first time that she hasn't hissed at me or swated at me. Maybe we will have a bond afterall.
I found out this morning while I went out to walk, that I do have a new neighbor,whose just gotten a divorce. He's moved into the condo that is behind me. This is the same one I was admiring the other day. It's good that he is single.
I just looked over and saw Bella using her litter box again. Maybe it was a one time occurance with the poop on the floor. Gotta go feed her. Talk later.

Last night and this morning Bella gave me some real trouble. First off, she started swating at my ankles then she pooped on the carpet in the bedroom. This morning she bit me. She has been showing signs of aggression by hissing at me and charging me. I went and bought some new litter and also swung by the pet store and got this product called Pet Block.
It's suppose to keep your animal from doing unwanted behaviors,like tearing up the furniture, spraying,etc. I sprayed it on the furniture and also where she had pooped on the floor. I also started spraying her with a squirt bottle when she does these things. I started that today.
So far, she hasn't sharpened her claws on the furniture today. I also bought two scratch pads for her. I hope that the pooping on the floor was a one time occurance. Otherwise that will be a mess. I haven't tried to pet her today because I simply didn't know what she would do.
I told my sister, that I think I'm comparing her to my other cat Molly. Which I see now that thats not fair to Bella or me. Hopefully she'll break these bad habits.

Hello there. I'm still looking for a job. Or should I say a life. Hehaw!!! No seriously, I've had a few nibbles,so we'll see what happens. Even though I miss Molly,my old cat, I decided to get another one. I went to a shelter called Save our Strays and found a 7/mos old kitten. She had been thrown from a moving car at 5/wks old . She had also been through 3 different foster cares which had resulted her being extremely shy. But I decided to adopt her anyway. She's a orange tabby and her name is Butterball. They told me that they named her Butterball because at 5/wks she was round and fluffy and she reminded them of a Butterball turkey. Since I have had her I have been calling her Bella. I will tell you that I have never seen such a shy cat before. I've had her for two weeks and she has just now been couragous enough to wonder around the house and play. She did let me pet her finally last night,but just for a moment. She's still not sure of me. So I'm learning patience. My blood sugars have been fine. But I have learned most recently that diabetics should have no deserts containing real sugar. I had gone to a birthday party for one of my friends and I had a chocolate cupcake. OOOhhh. it was sooooo good. I hadn't had anything like that for so long. Anyway, my blood sugar was 166 the next morning,thats after my insulin injection and my oral medication that I take. I don't think it would hurt to "occasionally" do that,but definately not everyday. Although I've been diagnosed with diabetes for 8/mos now, it's still learning curve. I'm still volunteering at the wildlife center. The other day I was helping to handle a raptor and I accidentally spranged my wrist. You wouldn't believe how strong those birds are. One funny thing that happened the other day,I met a really cute guy at the mailbox to my condo bldg. It's funny that my tastes in men has changed to salt and pepper gray hair. I guess when you get older your're attracted to older looking men. I'll be lucky if I marry at 50. Hehaw!!!! Well gotta feed Bella. Talk later.